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Sunday, September 26th, 2004
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12:24 am
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Wow, this weekend was so much fun. On Friday Lee, Micheal, Ben, Spivey, Tay, Jordan, and Hayze cam over and we just hung out here. I hadn't seen alot of them in FOREVER. So I was very excited. Then Saturday Micheal called and asked me if I wanted to go to with him and Ben to go get tattoos and of coarse I wanted to go so they came and picked me up. We had to go alllll the way to Baker to go get money from Micheal's grandma's house. Then we went to The Boot Store... It smelled nice. After The Boot Store we went to Guitar Center. Then we finally went to the tattoo shop and the guy that Micheal "knew" that told him he would do it forgot about him. It sucked. Then we went to the mall with this guy fish, or phish I'm not sure, and it turns out I used to be friends with his little sister like 8 years ago. After the mall we went to Micheals for a while then he dropped me and Ben off. Min came over=)! It was wonderful I LOVE good ole min. haha. Anyway A bunch of people came over last night too. In fact, I don't even know some of their names. lol. Me and Min stayed up til like 4:30 watching this weird movie. It was wonderful. Then today my sister stopped by with Tommy because it was her birthday, I think she only came to get her present but oh well. Wow, I know this is boring now... so BYEEE
-Kelly
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| Wednesday, September 22nd, 2004
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10:17 pm
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Today was the longest day EVER! but I got through it.... I love thursdays. I don't know why I just do. And today was raining and the rain really helps relax me. It kinda helps me to understand things a little better. I don't know why I've been so stressed out, but I'm getting over it. Ya know if you think about none of us have anything at all to complain about. There's so many people that have it so bad. I must be terribly selfish to worry so much about my petty little problems. So I'm trying to look at things differently and I think it's working. I feel GREATTT... haha. well I gotta go for now. toodles.
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2:35 am - interesting
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You see me from across the room
And I see you see me.
Speaking would be unheard of.
Neither of us would ruin this moment.
Silent, but sinful.
Fate, but not meant to be.
As my heart beats faster...
I realize
YOUR GONE.
It was the comfort of a strangers eyes.
I don't know, I just kinda liked it...
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| Tuesday, September 21st, 2004
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9:00 pm
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Wow, today was fun. We went to the global wild life center and a lama ate out of my hand. It was terrific. I kinda think the bus ride there and eating at McDonalds is funner than the actual "feild trip". but anyhoo.... I'm sooo tired its not even funny. I think I might have to take a nap. Well I can't think of anything else to put so.. BYE!
-Kelly
current mood:  restless
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3:41 am
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WHY DOES EVERYTHING I SEEM TO SAY OR DO SEEM SO WRONG?!?! It's like I can't do anything without something bad happning.... I'm sorry but am I that bad??? I don't think so!!! I wish people would just freakin grow up. I don't understand why everything is such a big deal. If you have something to say you should say it. Don't just ignore it and hope that it goes away. GRRR! these freakin people... wow, I'm so dumb. I'm so busy thinking about all the bad things that I'm forgeting about whats going okay. But, it would be nice if I could be reminded every now and again... know what I mean? Please tell me I'm not the only person who feels this way.
Certain people-- I think, and I hope they would know who they are -- really do remind me that things aren't so bad. And I really do appreciate it. THANK YOU MY DARLINGS=)
-Kelly
current mood:  blah
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12:15 am - wow, this is kind of confusing...
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Well, this is my first journal entry I'm not positive how everything works so bare with me. I'm not sure if I'll really keep up with this but I'm guessing it's worth a try. I'm not quite sure what your suposed to put in these things so I'm just going to put what's on my mind. There's a friend of mine, well I don't even know if we're still friends, who seems to be pretty angry with me. I don't think it's for any specific reason, probably my fault... in fact, definetely my fault. I know this person probably won't read this but just incase... you know who are. I know this is kind of stupid putting this in here but I know that you wouldn't talk to me even if I begged, so here it goes... I'm not positive why your SO mad at me but I know I'm at fault. I've thought about it and I realize my inperfections and how irritating they must be. I know I'm bitchy, anal retentive, and even selfish. I'm sorry for being this way but things haven't been so great. I'm trying hard to keep a smile on my face and get through the day. It's much harder feeling like you hate me. I don't have many close friends that I can actually talk to. And your the only person that can USUALLY put up with me. I'm truely sorry, not only because your so mad but also because I've been so horrible lately. Putting myself before others is not something I want to do, but it has been done. You especially. I'm probably boring everyone who is reading this so I should probably stop soon. I just want you to know how bad it sucks not having you around.
-Kelly
P.S. I think my dad misses you more than I do. Haha
current mood:  frustrated
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